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Heisenberg7
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Hello,
This month, I've solved around 700 problems in trigonometry. And, I probably went over 200 problems again to internalize a few concepts, but I still have that feeling that I'm missing something. Last week, I was practicing math in cafeteria (early in the morning) and my math professor came to my bench. He wanted to know what I was doing and I told him that I was going over some problems again. What he said was kinda strange to me. He told me that I shouldn't be doing that. He said, "Why are you doing that, you are not a fraud?". I didn't think of it that much at that time. I thought that I was doing the right thing. Later in the day, when we had math, he gave us a tough problem(relative to the frame of reference of my class, the problem is below, you can try it if you want). That problem was the second on the board, and as he was writing the fourth problem, I finished the proof for the second problem. I felt proud of myself, but what he said next kind of shattered everything. He told me, "We will see how good you will do on the test because on the test I will give you the problems you've probably never seen". Now, I can't for sure say if he said this to provoke me or not, but that's beyond the point. Through my whole math journey, I felt like just practicing problems would help me score great on everything. And it worked, till now. Now that I've changed schools, I have a chance to work with the best professors in my country (including the professor above). They work with our olympiad team. Now that I have a chance to work with possibly one of the greatest math minds in my country, I'm beginning to feel like I am nothing more but a trained product. My ideas are poor and I just feel like I'm not smart enough for math. I feel like all the past success of mine was just because of my training. I feel like my classmates would do 10 times better than me if they studied as much as I do(they are quite lazy). Is there anything I can possibly do to get my mind going somehow? I mean, there is no way this is about hard work. My classmates are extremely lazy yet they are a lot smarter than me. Is this just the matter of intelligence?
This month, I've solved around 700 problems in trigonometry. And, I probably went over 200 problems again to internalize a few concepts, but I still have that feeling that I'm missing something. Last week, I was practicing math in cafeteria (early in the morning) and my math professor came to my bench. He wanted to know what I was doing and I told him that I was going over some problems again. What he said was kinda strange to me. He told me that I shouldn't be doing that. He said, "Why are you doing that, you are not a fraud?". I didn't think of it that much at that time. I thought that I was doing the right thing. Later in the day, when we had math, he gave us a tough problem(relative to the frame of reference of my class, the problem is below, you can try it if you want). That problem was the second on the board, and as he was writing the fourth problem, I finished the proof for the second problem. I felt proud of myself, but what he said next kind of shattered everything. He told me, "We will see how good you will do on the test because on the test I will give you the problems you've probably never seen". Now, I can't for sure say if he said this to provoke me or not, but that's beyond the point. Through my whole math journey, I felt like just practicing problems would help me score great on everything. And it worked, till now. Now that I've changed schools, I have a chance to work with the best professors in my country (including the professor above). They work with our olympiad team. Now that I have a chance to work with possibly one of the greatest math minds in my country, I'm beginning to feel like I am nothing more but a trained product. My ideas are poor and I just feel like I'm not smart enough for math. I feel like all the past success of mine was just because of my training. I feel like my classmates would do 10 times better than me if they studied as much as I do(they are quite lazy). Is there anything I can possibly do to get my mind going somehow? I mean, there is no way this is about hard work. My classmates are extremely lazy yet they are a lot smarter than me. Is this just the matter of intelligence?
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