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I'm going to try and keep this short as possible, I have a tendency to rant and ramble
I'm 19, graduated high school a little over a year ago now, and have literally done nothing with my life since. I've been wanting to go to university since I left school, but couldn't ever decide what... And this goes for everything, once i couldn't decide university courses i thought maybe i'd go into trades, but when i couldn't decide a trade i thought maybe i'd just get a typical average job, and when i started going in and out of jobs and quitting every few months i decided... I really need to change something.
I've always been interested in physics, I don't know all that much about it, but it just fascinates me, always has... and I love space, as a kid growing up I've always dreamt about having a career related to space and science.
But here's the dilemma... I suck at science, and more specifically physics and mathematics. Utterly horrible. I consider myself to be stupid... And I hate it, because I can't do what I want to do, and if i told people this is what I wanted to do they would probably laugh, the university may laugh, especially once they see my high school grades.
Throughout high school, I failed math twice... I then tried to take physics because I really wanted to learn it, but I just couldn't do it... I had to drop out after a month, i was at that point of no return... I just can't do it, yet its still what I want to do. I've never been good at math or physics, and all of my grades in high school were very low... I graduated, but barely...
I kind of just want advice, what to do, how to do it, etc... Should I just not even think about physics anymore and find something else? I dunno... I just don't want to waste all this money on university, or just to upgrade and get into university, just to find out... I literally can't comprehend or do it, then I'm forced to drop out or i get kicked out and lose all of this money (which I myself will have to pay for)
I'm 19, graduated high school a little over a year ago now, and have literally done nothing with my life since. I've been wanting to go to university since I left school, but couldn't ever decide what... And this goes for everything, once i couldn't decide university courses i thought maybe i'd go into trades, but when i couldn't decide a trade i thought maybe i'd just get a typical average job, and when i started going in and out of jobs and quitting every few months i decided... I really need to change something.
I've always been interested in physics, I don't know all that much about it, but it just fascinates me, always has... and I love space, as a kid growing up I've always dreamt about having a career related to space and science.
But here's the dilemma... I suck at science, and more specifically physics and mathematics. Utterly horrible. I consider myself to be stupid... And I hate it, because I can't do what I want to do, and if i told people this is what I wanted to do they would probably laugh, the university may laugh, especially once they see my high school grades.
Throughout high school, I failed math twice... I then tried to take physics because I really wanted to learn it, but I just couldn't do it... I had to drop out after a month, i was at that point of no return... I just can't do it, yet its still what I want to do. I've never been good at math or physics, and all of my grades in high school were very low... I graduated, but barely...
I kind of just want advice, what to do, how to do it, etc... Should I just not even think about physics anymore and find something else? I dunno... I just don't want to waste all this money on university, or just to upgrade and get into university, just to find out... I literally can't comprehend or do it, then I'm forced to drop out or i get kicked out and lose all of this money (which I myself will have to pay for)