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honestrosewater said:You can start by telling yourself to think of whatever- the number two. This may bring up several images: the image of 2 as a point on a number line or in some sequence or expression or equation or a collection of 2 things or the visual image "2" by itself. These are all rejected as not being the number two, and eventually, there is nothing left; no more images are supplied. If I then ask myself if I am thinking, I can definitely say yes. If I ask myself what I am thinking about, I can only say that I am thinking about nothing; It's wrong to say I am thinking about the number two because there is nothing left that resembles the number two in any way. So once I'm finally in the state of thinking about nothing, that state is the same as the state I entered by thinking about the number "one" and by thinking about a dimensionless point and by thinking about a meaningless word like panfobletizer or jerd and so on.
Initially you said, "there is something it is like for me to be thinking about a number (stripped of all its representational or relational or conceptual qualities)." In the above you say that in this way of thinking about a number, there is nothing in the experience that distinguishes thinking about "one" from thinking about "two." Going one step further, how can you distinguish that you're thinking about a number as opposed to not thinking about a number?
Your basis for saying that you're still thinking of a number seems to be that your experience of conscious effort remains throughout the process. But I don't know if that's sufficient. Suppose by rough analogy that you are holding aloft a platter with a brick on it; as you do this, you are aware of the effort it takes to hold the platter and brick against gravity. Now suppose you close your eyes, so your only remaining way of knowing that you're still holding the brick is by the conscious effort you still must continually expend. The question is, once you close your eyes, can you really be sure you're still holding what you know you were holding a moment ago? How do you know that, while your eyes were closed, someone didn't replace the brick with an object of the same weight?
I mean p-consciousness. I'm wondering if awareness or reflexivity would be considered conceptual, nonconceptual, or- if conceptual and nonconceptual are too broad- something else. That is, if awareness is special enough to deserve its own category (ignoring that the words "conceptual" and "nonconceptual" should logically cover everything). Perhaps I'm mistaken on this point, but it seems both the conceptual and nonconceptual aspects of a phenomenal state can be filtered out so that all is left is, in the case of thinking about nothing, the awareness, belief, feeling, or thought that one is thinking about nothing.
I'm still not sure exactly what you're getting at here. But in your example of 'filtering out' various aspects of experience, you are still left with some sort of qualitative feeling, are you not? It may seem subtle or somewhat alien, but is there not still something it is like to be you in this case?