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TLDR; obviously it'll be helpful if you read the whole text, but I appreciate the wall of text may put you off, so I've summarized each paragraph:
I'm a third year chemistry undergraduate at Oxford. Over the past two years of my degree I've realized that my interests lie in physics. I'll give you a quick, non-comprehensive overview of my background, hoping just to paint a rough picture of me:
The four year chemistry course at Oxford has a relatively heavy physical leaning, where it treats topics such as thermodynamics, quantum mechanics, and statistical mechanics, for example (not an exhaustive list), to significant depth. Physical and theoretical chemistry are by far my strongest and favourite parts of chemistry, and topics in these areas have significant crossover into physics; I feel like my interest and ability in these topics stems from their physical approach, rather than nature of being a branch of chemistry. The course also covers other topics, such as classical mechanics and electricity and magnetism, rather poorly, but I do cover these, as well as topics like those listed above, in my own time from a physicist's approach as well. In second year I did the supplementary quantum chemistry course (which builds on the foundational quantum mechanics introduced in the first and second years), and in third year an option I'll be taking is theoretical chemistry, where it again builds on quantum mechanics and statistical mechanics.
In addition to these I partook in a summer project in the Oxford theoretical chemistry sub-department this year, where I worked on a currently-developing semiclassical theory in spin chemistry [J. Chem. Phys. 139, 124106 (2013) is an example paper], essentially spending my time simulating quantum dynamics of coupled electron and nuclear spins, and will be conducting my fourth year research project (whole year) in the same research group as well. For those of you who aren't really familiar with theoretical chemistry, it's literally applied physics - not like how some people may say in a derogatory way that chemistry generally is applied physics; there is no 'chemistry', by its usually understood definition, in theoretical chemistry.
I am currently working at a high first in my degree, and especially scoring my best in physical chemistry. Recently I've decided I'm going to stop fooling myself and have admitted I find chemistry relatively uninteresting compared to physics. I know the current path I'm on is leading to a career in theoretical chemistry, which would be interesting and partly satisfying as it's essentially physics, but if I'm doing it because I enjoy physics, then in relation to my true interests, I'm really on the wrong path; I know I won't be truly happy. There's a difference between using something as a tool and studying its fundamental theory.
At this point you're probably wondering why I didn't choose a physics degree. Well, I tried to be broad in picking my A level subjects, as I was considering being a doctor at that point (stupid school advising me medicine because I liked/did well in science), and due to being discouraged by my school and sixth form college to not pick five A levels (again, silly), I chose not to study physics as an A level due to it not being overly thrilling at GCSE. I did, however, have the textbook and read through it out of curiosity in my own time. My knowledge in physics now obviously exceeds A level.
So this is why I'm now posting my concerns. For example, at the moment, instead of consolidating material for my finals, I'm learning various topics in physics for pure interest. People say that I think/speak more like a physicist than a chemist. Be realistic: do I have any hope of becoming a physicist? I.e. that is without starting again from scratch and taking a bachelor's in physics, as that would be extremely expensive and would essentially write off four years of my life. A hypothetical yet somewhat prospective path I currently have in mind is taking an MSc in physics after I graduate with my MChem. By that point I'd be a published theoretical chemist and would have had a good opportunity to cover a lot of physics. I do recognize that everything stated here is inferior to me simply being a physics undergraduate, but it's just the situation I'm in. A significant number of British courses I've looked at say academic requirements of a first in physics or related subject (some stating such as mathematics, engineering, chemistry, e.g. http://www3.imperial.ac.uk/pgprospectus/facultiesanddepartments/physics/postgraduatecourses/physics third paragraph after entry requirements). What are your thoughts? What are other countries like?
Thank you in advance for reading my concerns - I'm currently in a very tormented state!
Edit:
I forgot to add this additional question: if I do have hope, are there any suggestions that can improve the likelihood of this? One idea I have is seeing if I can do a summer project in the physics department this summer, but I don't really know how to go about that, and struggle to see what I'd have to offer someone in a different department to me...
- Third year chemistry undergraduate at Oxford whose interests lie in physics instead.
- Chemistry course has a significant physical leaning, especially more so for those who are keen.
- Worked in a theoretical chemistry academic research group in the summer between my second and third years.
- Am working at a high first and a career in theoretical chemistry is a strong option, but my heart lies in physics.
- Didn't originally study physics due to a mixture of naivety and poor guidance.
- Read the final paragraph at least, although details elaborating on the above points will be in the main body of text.
I'm a third year chemistry undergraduate at Oxford. Over the past two years of my degree I've realized that my interests lie in physics. I'll give you a quick, non-comprehensive overview of my background, hoping just to paint a rough picture of me:
The four year chemistry course at Oxford has a relatively heavy physical leaning, where it treats topics such as thermodynamics, quantum mechanics, and statistical mechanics, for example (not an exhaustive list), to significant depth. Physical and theoretical chemistry are by far my strongest and favourite parts of chemistry, and topics in these areas have significant crossover into physics; I feel like my interest and ability in these topics stems from their physical approach, rather than nature of being a branch of chemistry. The course also covers other topics, such as classical mechanics and electricity and magnetism, rather poorly, but I do cover these, as well as topics like those listed above, in my own time from a physicist's approach as well. In second year I did the supplementary quantum chemistry course (which builds on the foundational quantum mechanics introduced in the first and second years), and in third year an option I'll be taking is theoretical chemistry, where it again builds on quantum mechanics and statistical mechanics.
In addition to these I partook in a summer project in the Oxford theoretical chemistry sub-department this year, where I worked on a currently-developing semiclassical theory in spin chemistry [J. Chem. Phys. 139, 124106 (2013) is an example paper], essentially spending my time simulating quantum dynamics of coupled electron and nuclear spins, and will be conducting my fourth year research project (whole year) in the same research group as well. For those of you who aren't really familiar with theoretical chemistry, it's literally applied physics - not like how some people may say in a derogatory way that chemistry generally is applied physics; there is no 'chemistry', by its usually understood definition, in theoretical chemistry.
I am currently working at a high first in my degree, and especially scoring my best in physical chemistry. Recently I've decided I'm going to stop fooling myself and have admitted I find chemistry relatively uninteresting compared to physics. I know the current path I'm on is leading to a career in theoretical chemistry, which would be interesting and partly satisfying as it's essentially physics, but if I'm doing it because I enjoy physics, then in relation to my true interests, I'm really on the wrong path; I know I won't be truly happy. There's a difference between using something as a tool and studying its fundamental theory.
At this point you're probably wondering why I didn't choose a physics degree. Well, I tried to be broad in picking my A level subjects, as I was considering being a doctor at that point (stupid school advising me medicine because I liked/did well in science), and due to being discouraged by my school and sixth form college to not pick five A levels (again, silly), I chose not to study physics as an A level due to it not being overly thrilling at GCSE. I did, however, have the textbook and read through it out of curiosity in my own time. My knowledge in physics now obviously exceeds A level.
So this is why I'm now posting my concerns. For example, at the moment, instead of consolidating material for my finals, I'm learning various topics in physics for pure interest. People say that I think/speak more like a physicist than a chemist. Be realistic: do I have any hope of becoming a physicist? I.e. that is without starting again from scratch and taking a bachelor's in physics, as that would be extremely expensive and would essentially write off four years of my life. A hypothetical yet somewhat prospective path I currently have in mind is taking an MSc in physics after I graduate with my MChem. By that point I'd be a published theoretical chemist and would have had a good opportunity to cover a lot of physics. I do recognize that everything stated here is inferior to me simply being a physics undergraduate, but it's just the situation I'm in. A significant number of British courses I've looked at say academic requirements of a first in physics or related subject (some stating such as mathematics, engineering, chemistry, e.g. http://www3.imperial.ac.uk/pgprospectus/facultiesanddepartments/physics/postgraduatecourses/physics third paragraph after entry requirements). What are your thoughts? What are other countries like?
Thank you in advance for reading my concerns - I'm currently in a very tormented state!
Edit:
I forgot to add this additional question: if I do have hope, are there any suggestions that can improve the likelihood of this? One idea I have is seeing if I can do a summer project in the physics department this summer, but I don't really know how to go about that, and struggle to see what I'd have to offer someone in a different department to me...
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