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Hello everyone,
[I underline portions of the text that are most essential to my enquiry ( 2 questions at the bottom). I immensely appreciate the generous act of reading everything otherwise.]
Background Info: North African, female-identifying, 16, below average ECs, no awards, no notable honours (these aren't awarded where I study), a 18.5-19.4/20 average in HS ( +3.7 US scale)
I am conflicted between 2-3 paths as to my undergraduate studies, I plan to major in physics, my area of interest in QM in which I intend on pursuing a PhD then post-doctorate research either in academia or quantum computing industry.
I am currently in the process (personal statement and supplement writing, SAT, additional documents) of applying to quite a handful of US universities (private and LACs), simultaneously applying for financial aid. My college list currently includes Carleton, Reed Williams, Harvey Mudd, Colgate, Pomona, Bowdoin, Northwestern + Texas A&M Qatar campus (double major with engineering). I plan on shotgunning Columbia Harvard MIT Princeton, JHU as my chances are the dimmest.
I am considering doing a German learning gap year in Germany, provided that the funding is minimal or I obtain aid. It would be a valuable chance to get into research perhaps in campuses near my institution and broaden my general prospects in life as I didn't come in contact with much diversity thus far in life, not related to my study plans as I have an idea of what I'd want to do.
That is to be able to attend either ETH Zurich (funding plans to be done) or a renowned German taught program somewhere in Europe (European university fees policy being a pro again).
Factor in mental health, I dealt with what I think was high functioning depression or just a depressive episode with crippling anxiety that has its roots in the first trimester of 2019 and intensified shortly before the outburst (circa March 2020). I also think I am on the autism spectrum or have a social communication disorder and potential ADHD, not affirming it as getting clinical consultations is a matter of advocacy where I come from. I am currently in my best in years (over my depressive episode) but still struggle with function disruption, sensorial sensitivity which isn't causing much trouble as school hasn't started yet. For these underlying conditions, I think a break from a fully packed courseload away from where I can explore my physics interest in an engaging way-not necessarily planning on getting medical assistance abroad for now- has strong prospects of benefiting me in ways other than the opportunity to enrol in German-taught programs or strengthening my chances for US schools I'll otherwise be shotgunning.
I very recently stumbled upon the IPSP, International Physics Studies Program, a bachelor's at the University of Leipzig. I read the discussions about the rigour of the program and instinctively didn't grow concerns on that matter.
My quest behind this post and main concern now is, after admission decisions are out, not to compromise on future me and her chances of getting into a stellar grad school (MIT as my dream school) by choosing, say the comfort of the IPSP's admission over the german learning gap year or the madness of US undergraduate competitiveness as an international applicant requiring maximal financial aid.
I speak of myself 3-4 years ahead of now in a detached manner because I currently believe in my potential to get into a US T10 now or after a bachelor's. Additionally, my (prospects of) neurodivergence taught me that I have a ton of delayed self-learning to do and that in this incertitude, slimming down my horizons with a significant time interval is too akin to the externally inspired issue-repressing "I'm totally fine, and only lacking the ethics and discipline to beat my laziness" talk that is the trigger to my mind spiralling.
Thank you for your time.
[I underline portions of the text that are most essential to my enquiry ( 2 questions at the bottom). I immensely appreciate the generous act of reading everything otherwise.]
Background Info: North African, female-identifying, 16, below average ECs, no awards, no notable honours (these aren't awarded where I study), a 18.5-19.4/20 average in HS ( +3.7 US scale)
I am conflicted between 2-3 paths as to my undergraduate studies, I plan to major in physics, my area of interest in QM in which I intend on pursuing a PhD then post-doctorate research either in academia or quantum computing industry.
I am currently in the process (personal statement and supplement writing, SAT, additional documents) of applying to quite a handful of US universities (private and LACs), simultaneously applying for financial aid. My college list currently includes Carleton, Reed Williams, Harvey Mudd, Colgate, Pomona, Bowdoin, Northwestern + Texas A&M Qatar campus (double major with engineering). I plan on shotgunning Columbia Harvard MIT Princeton, JHU as my chances are the dimmest.
I am considering doing a German learning gap year in Germany, provided that the funding is minimal or I obtain aid. It would be a valuable chance to get into research perhaps in campuses near my institution and broaden my general prospects in life as I didn't come in contact with much diversity thus far in life, not related to my study plans as I have an idea of what I'd want to do.
That is to be able to attend either ETH Zurich (funding plans to be done) or a renowned German taught program somewhere in Europe (European university fees policy being a pro again).
Factor in mental health, I dealt with what I think was high functioning depression or just a depressive episode with crippling anxiety that has its roots in the first trimester of 2019 and intensified shortly before the outburst (circa March 2020). I also think I am on the autism spectrum or have a social communication disorder and potential ADHD, not affirming it as getting clinical consultations is a matter of advocacy where I come from. I am currently in my best in years (over my depressive episode) but still struggle with function disruption, sensorial sensitivity which isn't causing much trouble as school hasn't started yet. For these underlying conditions, I think a break from a fully packed courseload away from where I can explore my physics interest in an engaging way-not necessarily planning on getting medical assistance abroad for now- has strong prospects of benefiting me in ways other than the opportunity to enrol in German-taught programs or strengthening my chances for US schools I'll otherwise be shotgunning.
I very recently stumbled upon the IPSP, International Physics Studies Program, a bachelor's at the University of Leipzig. I read the discussions about the rigour of the program and instinctively didn't grow concerns on that matter.
My quest behind this post and main concern now is, after admission decisions are out, not to compromise on future me and her chances of getting into a stellar grad school (MIT as my dream school) by choosing, say the comfort of the IPSP's admission over the german learning gap year or the madness of US undergraduate competitiveness as an international applicant requiring maximal financial aid.
I speak of myself 3-4 years ahead of now in a detached manner because I currently believe in my potential to get into a US T10 now or after a bachelor's. Additionally, my (prospects of) neurodivergence taught me that I have a ton of delayed self-learning to do and that in this incertitude, slimming down my horizons with a significant time interval is too akin to the externally inspired issue-repressing "I'm totally fine, and only lacking the ethics and discipline to beat my laziness" talk that is the trigger to my mind spiralling.
1. Will my academic record allow me entry to ETH after a gap year? (I'd be thankful for any funding ideas for ETH or EPFL as living expenses are quite a burden)
2. Will enrolling in the IPSP while having extensive research and extracurricular involvement in and outside (if the policies allow it as I'm not a European citizen) campus, along with a remarkable academic record, not greatly jeopardize my chances of admission into grad school in MIT (as a reference) in comparison with enrolment at a more renowned German university or ETH?
Thank you for your time.
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