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I am an international student attending very small college in US, currently senior. My dream since I was little was to study in engineering field. Unfortunately, because of financial difficulties (being an international student limited scholarship opportunities), my only choice for undergrad was a small college that didn’t have engineering major.
However, I didn’t want to give up pursuing engineering degree. I majored in Mathematics, minored in Physics and Computer Science, hoping to go for grad school (PhD program) for electrical engineering. I am extremely passionate when it comes to learning. I have never complained about having to study or do homework, even if I had to spend nights awake, because it was my joy. I love the feeling of learning something and challenging myself with problems. I spent all my college life trying to excel in everything I do. I tried my hardest even in a restricted environment. I am in a sports team getting a full ride, taking 5–6 classes every semester goint to practices and tournaments, working part-time job, and I still have a GPA of 4.0. In average, I spend at least 14 hours everyday for my school responsibilities (Classes, study, work, and sports). I lived everyday like I had no tomorrow, and I am so confident that I couldn’t have done more than I did. I did get stressed and burnt out and sometimes I wanted to stop or even give up. But I couldn’t stop myself because I had a dream. I really really wanted the opportunity to learn what I wanted to learn.
And now, I am at a state where I should start applying to PhD programs. At this point of my life, where I worked so hard for an oppotunity that I’ve been dreaming for years, I really want to get in to a good university. However, I am currently so anxious and stressed about the process. I didn’t have an opportunity to gain research experience (almost every REU’s are only for US citizens and my school doesn’t have any research in engineering), I haven’t taken any electrical engineering or even engineering classes, so I don’t think I can elaborate very well about why I want to study electrical engineering or what made me want to study. The truth is, I don’t know a lot about the contents of electrical engineering. I just “knew” since I was a kid that I wanted to do engineering, and I wanted to study electrical engineering because l liked the abstract aspect of EE and the math+physics thought process of engineering. I do not have a clear idea of exactly what subfield of EE I want to research. I think I’m inclined to control systems, signal processing, or wireless communication, but my knowledge in the field is too shallow to express my interest in the level they will expect. I know that schools are looking for students with clear idea of why and what they want to research and show the proof that they are capable with the achievements they had in the past. I am very anxious that I got nothing to show them despite my hardwork. I am a fast learner and I have no problem in putting effort into things that I am passionate about. So I don’t worry much about catching up and taking extra classes that I lack.
I am desperate. I am so worried that I might not get into schools that I am aiming for. What can be the best strategy for a student like me to get into well-known grad schools? Sorry for the long post.. I didn’t have anyone to talk to, and need some advice.
However, I didn’t want to give up pursuing engineering degree. I majored in Mathematics, minored in Physics and Computer Science, hoping to go for grad school (PhD program) for electrical engineering. I am extremely passionate when it comes to learning. I have never complained about having to study or do homework, even if I had to spend nights awake, because it was my joy. I love the feeling of learning something and challenging myself with problems. I spent all my college life trying to excel in everything I do. I tried my hardest even in a restricted environment. I am in a sports team getting a full ride, taking 5–6 classes every semester goint to practices and tournaments, working part-time job, and I still have a GPA of 4.0. In average, I spend at least 14 hours everyday for my school responsibilities (Classes, study, work, and sports). I lived everyday like I had no tomorrow, and I am so confident that I couldn’t have done more than I did. I did get stressed and burnt out and sometimes I wanted to stop or even give up. But I couldn’t stop myself because I had a dream. I really really wanted the opportunity to learn what I wanted to learn.
And now, I am at a state where I should start applying to PhD programs. At this point of my life, where I worked so hard for an oppotunity that I’ve been dreaming for years, I really want to get in to a good university. However, I am currently so anxious and stressed about the process. I didn’t have an opportunity to gain research experience (almost every REU’s are only for US citizens and my school doesn’t have any research in engineering), I haven’t taken any electrical engineering or even engineering classes, so I don’t think I can elaborate very well about why I want to study electrical engineering or what made me want to study. The truth is, I don’t know a lot about the contents of electrical engineering. I just “knew” since I was a kid that I wanted to do engineering, and I wanted to study electrical engineering because l liked the abstract aspect of EE and the math+physics thought process of engineering. I do not have a clear idea of exactly what subfield of EE I want to research. I think I’m inclined to control systems, signal processing, or wireless communication, but my knowledge in the field is too shallow to express my interest in the level they will expect. I know that schools are looking for students with clear idea of why and what they want to research and show the proof that they are capable with the achievements they had in the past. I am very anxious that I got nothing to show them despite my hardwork. I am a fast learner and I have no problem in putting effort into things that I am passionate about. So I don’t worry much about catching up and taking extra classes that I lack.
I am desperate. I am so worried that I might not get into schools that I am aiming for. What can be the best strategy for a student like me to get into well-known grad schools? Sorry for the long post.. I didn’t have anyone to talk to, and need some advice.