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On one hand, I'm afraid I'm going to forget how to do it. On the other, some of the material feels tedious and stale. Sometimes, I encounter material I've covered and have never had to use outside the class I learned it in, which is sort of discouraging. I'm already having difficulty tackling some of the problems in my old elementary calculus book, having switched back to it after concluding that I wasn't too fond of the other textbook I had been using. Sometimes, it feels tedious to review things I'm not going to be using and/or needing anytime soon, given that I do not really plan on returning to college right now. Yet, the fact that I'm having difficulty with material I have already covered worries me. At the same time, I don't feel like the frustration is really worth it. It's like I'm trying to sharpen a rusted axe everyday, but there aren't even any trees to cut down anymore, metaphorically speaking.