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stalemate
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first off... Awesome forum! i have been looking for a forum like this for... too long
ok... here is a list of the long term effects I am having...
short of breath it seems that without concentrating on breathing my rate is incredibly slow
zoning out constantly i feel as if I am looking at everything using only the surface of my eyes
my mind just feels as if it is in a stooper 24/7 only recently have i been able to relate how i feel to the fact that its a long term effect from salvia
my short term memory is ****
all in all i feel like i am basically... sleep walking i mean i have to use real effort to even pronounce words right and i never had to do that before i even feel like my brain has been shutdown so much that it does not give out commands to keep blood circulating because certain times i can't feel fingers or toes and i can't remember the last time i blinked without forcing myself too.. anyways as you can see my mind and my body feel deflated and like shiittt.. due to salvia, i am a naturally smart person but my minds complete failure to take upon these ordinary tasks has turned into snowball effect which in terms has made me a complete zone out! help! anything any advice that would help jump start my brain would be very useful.
ok... here is a list of the long term effects I am having...
short of breath it seems that without concentrating on breathing my rate is incredibly slow
zoning out constantly i feel as if I am looking at everything using only the surface of my eyes
my mind just feels as if it is in a stooper 24/7 only recently have i been able to relate how i feel to the fact that its a long term effect from salvia
my short term memory is ****
all in all i feel like i am basically... sleep walking i mean i have to use real effort to even pronounce words right and i never had to do that before i even feel like my brain has been shutdown so much that it does not give out commands to keep blood circulating because certain times i can't feel fingers or toes and i can't remember the last time i blinked without forcing myself too.. anyways as you can see my mind and my body feel deflated and like shiittt.. due to salvia, i am a naturally smart person but my minds complete failure to take upon these ordinary tasks has turned into snowball effect which in terms has made me a complete zone out! help! anything any advice that would help jump start my brain would be very useful.