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KrunchyNacho
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I am at a crossroads in my life. After graduating high school, I went into the ministry. I had no plans to continue my education, and I was content with my perfect little Christian-centered world. Eventually, my faith was shattered and I came to the realization that my entire worldview for the first 20 years of my life was built on nothing. The next two years were challenging. I had to work a job in retail that I hated while living with my parents just to survive. I began to deconstruct my worldview, piece by piece, and rebuild them through the lens of rational thought, peer-reviewed research, and empirical evidence.
I am now 22 years old, and I finally feel as if I have found my purpose and calling. Through my time digging into the observable facts of the universe, I’ve developed a passion for physics. Specifically, I’ve developed a burning love for astronomy and astrophysics. The topic that used to keep me awake at night out of fear because it disproved a young earth now keeps me awake at night out of wonder because of its pure majesty and the questions it arouses in my mind. What’s out there? I need to know.
But unfortunately, we still live in a world where the acquisition of wealth is needed to live a somewhat-peaceful life. This is where the truth of my situation presents itself in full force. I’m 22, and all I have to my name is a car, a job that pays $14.25, $15,000 in savings, and a room in my parent’s house because they are patient and kind.
I want to pursue a career in Astrophysics research. I want to stand on the edge of human knowledge and press that frontier forward. That is my dream. But first, I would have to earn a bachelor’s degree in physics, then begin a PhD program if I excel in my undergraduate studies.
But I’m scared. I’m scared that I won’t be able to live comfortably, feed myself, or afford living quarters while in a PhD program. Can anyone give me guidance? My hearts screams to pursue research in astrophysics, but my mind cautions me to find something that will allow me to live more comfortably. Are there any physicists/astrophysicists who could give me counsel on this issue?
I am now 22 years old, and I finally feel as if I have found my purpose and calling. Through my time digging into the observable facts of the universe, I’ve developed a passion for physics. Specifically, I’ve developed a burning love for astronomy and astrophysics. The topic that used to keep me awake at night out of fear because it disproved a young earth now keeps me awake at night out of wonder because of its pure majesty and the questions it arouses in my mind. What’s out there? I need to know.
But unfortunately, we still live in a world where the acquisition of wealth is needed to live a somewhat-peaceful life. This is where the truth of my situation presents itself in full force. I’m 22, and all I have to my name is a car, a job that pays $14.25, $15,000 in savings, and a room in my parent’s house because they are patient and kind.
I want to pursue a career in Astrophysics research. I want to stand on the edge of human knowledge and press that frontier forward. That is my dream. But first, I would have to earn a bachelor’s degree in physics, then begin a PhD program if I excel in my undergraduate studies.
But I’m scared. I’m scared that I won’t be able to live comfortably, feed myself, or afford living quarters while in a PhD program. Can anyone give me guidance? My hearts screams to pursue research in astrophysics, but my mind cautions me to find something that will allow me to live more comfortably. Are there any physicists/astrophysicists who could give me counsel on this issue?