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Asocialkat
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I spent six years at university and changed majors A LOT (mostly in the natural sciences). I was searching, but I never did find what I was looking for. When my money was running out, I changed to a major I could finish in time: English. I did a thesis and graduated with honors. I thought it would give me opportunities, but it's TOUGH finding work with an English degree. It's even harder finding anything remotely interesting to apply for. After a couple of jobs (w/ unfilfilling promotions) I ended up going into teaching (mostly so I could be in an enriching/learning environment). Unfortunately, it's not the job for me, even though my principal and other colleagues believe I'm a "natural" at it. This will be my LAST year.
It did give me clarity, time for self-reflection, and savings though. I realized I'm much more intelligent than I thought I was, and I'm more confident in my abilities. I also understand that I need a job with limited interaction with others (people are loud). I'm only happy when I'm learning something and/or working on a project. I've finally succumbed to the idea that I should be doing research (which has always been what every single personality and career aptitude test has ever said).
After some further self-reflection, I believe that physics was what I was looking for all along. I just don't want to make another mistake in getting a degree with absolutely no prospects and, darn it, I'm old. If I start in the fall of 2011, it will take me three years of part-time school to complete my physics BS degree (I'll have the tuition money, I'll just have to sub and tutor to pay my living expenses). I'll be 35! And unfortunately, I gather that I won't be any more employable than I already am right now. I have zero interest in finance or teaching, so what's left? Nothing really. As dismal as that sounds, it gets even worse. If I want to do research, I need a Ph.D., but I'd be in school until I'm 40! I should be saving money during my 30s, not blowing my savings and earning peanuts...not that I mind earning peanuts. I could live well on a grad student's salary, but I do need to start worrying about retirement at SOME point. I'll never marry and I don't want kids, so I don't have anyone else to depend on when I grow old.
I just don't really know what I should do and I'm looking for advice. I refuse to embark upon this without a PLAN (something I never had when I was in school the first time). I thought about a physics/engineering dual degree, but my old university doesn't have it. Plus engineering and physics are in completely different colleges within the university. The uni does have a solar race car team and a robotics team, both of which are open to all majors. I could pick up some practical skills there. I'm not sure if that would be enough though.
Any words of wisdom, advice, suggestions, things to think about?
[Also...I do have an aptitude in science. I took two years of AP Chemistry and Physics, advanced to state competition in UIL science, tutored my engineer roommate through Classical Mechanics and helped my chemistry-major college bf through Electro-magnetism. For some reason, I still didn't think I was very bright. I realize now that I was not very bright for thinking I was not very bright. *sigh*]
It did give me clarity, time for self-reflection, and savings though. I realized I'm much more intelligent than I thought I was, and I'm more confident in my abilities. I also understand that I need a job with limited interaction with others (people are loud). I'm only happy when I'm learning something and/or working on a project. I've finally succumbed to the idea that I should be doing research (which has always been what every single personality and career aptitude test has ever said).
After some further self-reflection, I believe that physics was what I was looking for all along. I just don't want to make another mistake in getting a degree with absolutely no prospects and, darn it, I'm old. If I start in the fall of 2011, it will take me three years of part-time school to complete my physics BS degree (I'll have the tuition money, I'll just have to sub and tutor to pay my living expenses). I'll be 35! And unfortunately, I gather that I won't be any more employable than I already am right now. I have zero interest in finance or teaching, so what's left? Nothing really. As dismal as that sounds, it gets even worse. If I want to do research, I need a Ph.D., but I'd be in school until I'm 40! I should be saving money during my 30s, not blowing my savings and earning peanuts...not that I mind earning peanuts. I could live well on a grad student's salary, but I do need to start worrying about retirement at SOME point. I'll never marry and I don't want kids, so I don't have anyone else to depend on when I grow old.
I just don't really know what I should do and I'm looking for advice. I refuse to embark upon this without a PLAN (something I never had when I was in school the first time). I thought about a physics/engineering dual degree, but my old university doesn't have it. Plus engineering and physics are in completely different colleges within the university. The uni does have a solar race car team and a robotics team, both of which are open to all majors. I could pick up some practical skills there. I'm not sure if that would be enough though.
Any words of wisdom, advice, suggestions, things to think about?
[Also...I do have an aptitude in science. I took two years of AP Chemistry and Physics, advanced to state competition in UIL science, tutored my engineer roommate through Classical Mechanics and helped my chemistry-major college bf through Electro-magnetism. For some reason, I still didn't think I was very bright. I realize now that I was not very bright for thinking I was not very bright. *sigh*]