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gutelily
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Hey!
I want to study physics and math, and eventually, I would like to get a Bachelor in Physics. I quit university about 5 -ish years ago, an Engineering major...I wasn't a good student and don't really remember anything.
A couple of years ago I discovered a big interest in Physics and decided to get a degree in this field. I actually have started many times to study maths, physics and also some programming, but after some time I would drop and then I have to start all over again (because I forgot things).
This month I started for the last time and I will try to push myself through and do not allow myself to drop. But this is very hard and exhausting, and the part of me is convinced I am a failure and will never reach my goal. It seems too much and impossible to learn.Does anybody struggle with that? What do you do?
I try to push and continue and do things even if they don't make sense yet, but the urge to drop because I think I am not smart enough for that is tremendous. I am afraid my dream of becoming a scientist will remain just a dream.
Maybe you also were a university dropout, but managed to get back to school -- share your story, please.
I want to study physics and math, and eventually, I would like to get a Bachelor in Physics. I quit university about 5 -ish years ago, an Engineering major...I wasn't a good student and don't really remember anything.
A couple of years ago I discovered a big interest in Physics and decided to get a degree in this field. I actually have started many times to study maths, physics and also some programming, but after some time I would drop and then I have to start all over again (because I forgot things).
This month I started for the last time and I will try to push myself through and do not allow myself to drop. But this is very hard and exhausting, and the part of me is convinced I am a failure and will never reach my goal. It seems too much and impossible to learn.Does anybody struggle with that? What do you do?
I try to push and continue and do things even if they don't make sense yet, but the urge to drop because I think I am not smart enough for that is tremendous. I am afraid my dream of becoming a scientist will remain just a dream.
Maybe you also were a university dropout, but managed to get back to school -- share your story, please.